I really like tanning beds.
“ You’re still going to get criticized, so you might as well do whatever the fuck you want. ”
Kathleen Hanna (via gymcandy)
Not sure I did the right thing. Calling NEC today and begging.
Anonymous asked: you're planning to make a living out of singing? just wondering
Singing and teaching and general badassery.
USC it is.
A free doctorate is hard to turn down.
Officially rejected Colorado’s offer. It’s either NEC or USC.
Find what makes you happy
And then do whatever you have to do to keep it in your life.
Just gotta figure out what makes me really happy.
DMA Watch: The Wait Continues…
I was all ready to go to USC, but they changed my financial aid package at the last second — so, in order to cover tuition, I’d have to take out a loan.
Colorado, on the other hand, is offering me full tuition and a $15,000 stipend (AND health insurance).
But I don’t want to move to Colorado. But I could have financial independence if I went there… and I wouldn’t have to work… But it’s fucking Colorado.
Going to Colorado means my relationship with T might fall apart. Another year of distance is… at its best, not ideal; at its worst, the thing that does us in.
I don’t know what to do. Even if the answer seems obvious, I don’t know how to proceed.
I sometimes get real, real self-conscious about my weight loss because I just don’t really had boobs anymore. I don’t feel as sexy as I used to when I was two up sizes larger, but I feel like so much more of a badass than I ever did before.
I still have a long way to go, but I’m getting there bit by bit.
Took a lot of guts for me to post this. Merpppp.
Just forty-eight whole hours until I see T. I am going to throw my arms around that sexy beast and just never let go.
I JUST SANG FOR PHYLLIS CURTAIN